couple of weeks o' radio silence

[grissecon]

I come back bearing... well, not much. *g*

Here's a couple of icons up for grabs, since I've been messing around. Should anyone feel inclined, I'd love to see these out and about:

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Just let me know if you want one.

On the lack-of-other-news: Life very much feels like something I don't want to have right now. I'm aware (on some meta level that is really just too removed to actually do any good) that this is my brain on lack-of-drugs, but still, I've spent the past month or so trying to get what little rational mind I've got left to talk the rest of me out of suicide, so... I'm not all that well.

Still... not dead yet; which I'm just going to put on the plus column and attempt not to question.
(If that paragraph confused you; you just might have a clue as to what it is like in my head right now.)

For the time being, I'm just forcing myself to forgo making any decisions... I figure if I can just stall long enough some sort of survival instinct will kick in and save me from my fucked up brain chemistry.

Shows are coming back soon; hopefully I'll have something to say about that.

Also... GIP