couple of weeks o' radio silence

[grissecon]

I come back bearing... well, not much. *g*

Here's a couple of icons up for grabs, since I've been messing around. Should anyone feel inclined, I'd love to see these out and about:

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<-taken <-taken

Just let me know if you want one.

On the lack-of-other-news: Life very much feels like something I don't want to have right now. I'm aware (on some meta level that is really just too removed to actually do any good) that this is my brain on lack-of-drugs, but still, I've spent the past month or so trying to get what little rational mind I've got left to talk the rest of me out of suicide, so... I'm not all that well.

Still... not dead yet; which I'm just going to put on the plus column and attempt not to question.
(If that paragraph confused you; you just might have a clue as to what it is like in my head right now.)

For the time being, I'm just forcing myself to forgo making any decisions... I figure if I can just stall long enough some sort of survival instinct will kick in and save me from my fucked up brain chemistry.

Shows are coming back soon; hopefully I'll have something to say about that.

Also... GIP

Comments

[vhscrowers.livejournal.com]

Hey Hon,
can I have the bad medicine one?

Sorry that you are feeling so down. I wish I were there. I will when I have sometime, try to visit. If there is anything I can do for you, let me know.

Love,
Victoria

[grissecon.livejournal.com]

All yours, hon. So apropos! *g*

Thanks. Things will get better eventually, I know, I'm just kinda run down right now. I hope I do get to see you sometime, though. It's been way too long.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_jules_/]

Aaaaa! That Chazoom icon is so wonderful and smiley. :) I'd ask for it, but I wouldn't be able to upload it at the moment so it would have to wait a minute and that needs to be used immediately. But yes, as usual all your icons are great.

I'm sorry things are bad right now and I wish there were something I could say to help. Hopefully in time things will get better.

[pir.livejournal.com]

Eh. I know the feeling.

If there's anything I can do, you need but to shout.

[grissecon.livejournal.com]

No one else has claimed the Chazoom, and I've only got 15 icon slots, so if you want to grab it for later (or even for "maybe, later") that'd be fine by me. *g*

I'm actually feeling much better now that there's a faint hope of employment on the horizon... Thank you for your kind words; that's really all it takes to feel better most of the time, actually.

[grissecon.livejournal.com]

Will holler as needed.

Thanks, hon.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_jules_/]

Well, if no one else wants it, then I will take it for later if you don't mind. They both look so happy!

I'm crossing my fingers for you on the job prospect. :) I hope it works out.

[grissecon.livejournal.com]

All yours. Enjoy the boys!

Thanks.